What shall I start with? Firstly, I feel, writing with an other language make me freer and I am fearless to be honest. Maybe because "if you speak 5 languages, you are 5 people". It is a different side from me. ;) Secondly... I can love, I can like somebody more than the others, truly, but I was born for music and I hope, for stage. I don't like sadness, breaks, that is why I am afraid to start a serious relationship, I would miss the big parties, having fun with friends, and... to be a small slut ha-ha. Joke, I'm not... neither small, nor big. But in this world...
I need love I know, but I won't be able to carry the load of deal with ONLY one person. This is me. Or... I can't allow myself to be somebody's? Yea, nobody can steal my hours. Heh, this situation would be so different in another part of the world. Maybe this attitude will change, nay! It will, sure, but I am young now, I want freedom, peace around myself, not heartbreaks.
Sometimes I want to drop tears by the beauty of life, his ideas, unpredictability and jokes.
Happiness isn't mean the good time with friends and family. For me, it means the stage with friends, and the view to the fans.
I am a carrerist, accept it, this can make me smile only, the voice of the guitar and the harmony of 4-5 people while they're playing music.
I want to be free, happy, pointful, crazy, I want to do what I want, enjoy everything what I can, I want to live with my decisions, rules, future and finally, with my best friend, destiny.
I want to be a spiv, Forever!
and, a good tip for everybody... never let yourself to be blond, please.
